I am, I am, I am
I have no spirit everlasting
It's the flesh that makes me myself
Would you love me more if I was just a skeleton?
You said I was making it up
When I told you I was scared of it all
And the specters of our past conversations
Are haunting down the halls
I thought I had it figured out
I really thought I had it planned
Hid their body behind my childhood plushies
Washed the blood from my hands
The little girl will not look at any of this stuff. She was looking backwards at the little ones who were still inside of her, at the little one who is trying to stand up, the little one that's still crawling. At the little boys and the little girls who are still in there, at the ten year olds and the teenagеrs. And she was looking back at mommy, who still holds power to her and still holds thе ring, and outside of them is anger. I'm angry. I'm angry that it's taking so many goddamn people to put me together again.
Deadname
Call me by your wrong name
Infantilize
Tell me all your lies
If I could steal her body from my slumber
I'd be alright
She is pretending that her beloved series
Isn't actually supporting slavery
Patriarchy, pigs, fat-shaming
And that she is actually the victim
Just because you read your books
Doesn't make you so wise
Oh, to go back into an era
Where I didn't have any rights!
If I was just a skeleton would you love me more
I'd haunt you, as if you'd ever forget my fragile corpse
Don't call me
Don't call me pretty
Got a bad taste for lies
If I was just a skeleton, would you love me more?
I'd haunt you, as if you'd ever forget my lovely corpse
I'm only grateful that the ticking of the clock
Kept me from going into your chamber
Well, you could tell just by the look upon my face
That I don't trust you at all
Brain got all lost inside your fog
Dance the night away
My feet float over the ground and cheerfully sway
I feel that the end is drawing near
So let me say my darling
If you ever find my body, throw it in the lake!
The witching hour
It's coming for your soul
Oh, the midnight
Gender crises and breakdowns!
Let's see the haunted mountain
Get lost and get real high
Felt fucked before I mеt you
You led me to your light
We could kiss in sacrilege
Chase love into the night
They'll never find our remains again
Until October again
Again