Poorly drawn
I'll be here, hope you'll stay
Hollowed out by midnight
I don't wanna go home
I think I should head home
Let's stay in your bed
In particular
This is our last good month
How could I ever grow
You took my breath away, in a way
Smothered is an okay way to go
Way to go!
Everything seeps away
Please hold me
Everything seeps away
Please hold on to me
It's too rare
To find someone you love
That can stick around
To find someone you love
To open up to
And not regret you did too
Regret it in your bed and sleep in the shame you left in the sheets
Did you know I would come in
Did you want me to come in
Did you even say come in
Why am I alone in your bed
I don't want to meet your friends
Hold me do
Learn to eat like nothing's left
If beds are known as place to rest
My rest is built on fear
When did you stop to ask if I
Wanted to?
Hardly pass and breathing's gone
(I keep seeing these decapitated crow's heads)
If something is porcelain fragile
Your shirt surely breaks the fall
Your friend invented friendship
Shards cut, watch yourself
New friends, small roms
Too shy to say hi to your imaginary friend
Hope it's happening, hope it's happening
Not that I'd want less
Now that my ribcage shows I'd love to rip it up for you
There lie my organs like a maze down to my heart
If a space is too big, a room can still get small
If you feel so very vulnerable
And helpless in their arms
Then what's the point, in sharing your flaws
You tried our best
You gave our one last shot
Now that it's become reality, I'm unsure of what to do
It's what I wanted and it happened and it happened (too)
Too late to come back with the right thing to say
And like a rhyme I saw it coming from so very far away
Carved in layered sheets in pain
First time I felt this insane
Not that anyone would be around to hear her
Maybe if I'd cut my hair
Bought new clothes
Grew my hair
Wrote you back
Kept more track
Drank more
Or less
Shared my thoughts
Let you in
Just
Fucking talked more
Would you still be around?
Freezing cups for fireworks
Then feeling for the first time
Made it a night to remember
Cheers! My favorite disappointment
The most least cathartic
By-the-water scene we ever filmed
And after wrapping up
We felt empty and the same
Nothing gained but something to dream of
See, it can help if you want to
There's a drawback
But what comes without that
Keep away, it's not that hard
Starry space for you to use

It's far from ever getting old
Even if it all started to mold
Take it
Leave it
I feel like furniture
You thought that I would fit in your room much better
I'll think about you on the way home
Even if my body's turned to stone
Oftentimes I've felt like someone else
Don't be latе Agatha!
Rarely see those eyes light up
Connect the dots Agatha!
Rarely see those eyes light up
This is the disaster you had made for yourself

Always reminded me of so many days
That made me feel less like this
Always reminded me of so many days
that made me feel less like a fool
Always reminded
Why do you care about me?
You don't really want me here
Do you care about me?
If I give you all my love
And you're all I'm thinking of
Always reminded of the shame
Do you care about me
When I hopd that you'd be near
Along with all the things that you would have to ask
Along with all the things that you'd have to ask about
And meet me with a no it's fine
It's just that I'm tired
No it's fine it's just that I'm tired
Which I was but in the way that means
I was seeping out into a void that I would feed with cries for help
That were so faint and were so weak and almost whispers
You could want her to come in but not enough to let her know
Not enough to let her know
Not enough to let her
And every single weather day
She will go outside to drink
Where she first knew
She would always be
This much wrong
And embarrassing
I know it's selfish but whatever
Anyway, I am ok with that you'll never stay
At any rate, I'm not sure what I would've done without you
Dressed in porcelain fashion
And like me, he's acting tense
Porcelain hands, are you there?
Was this real? Look around
When awake, I'm not me
Anyway I would do anything for you
If it meant I'd get a small hint of warmth
Even when it truly felt like rooms got smaller
I would tell you to come in and to stay
All I wanted was to be a part of your life
You're invited so come in

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