APRIL: Will this be enough?
JUNE: uh, you know it better than me, but sure
JUNE: do you mind if i choose the music?
APRIL: Go on.
APRIL: Aw, thank you.
APRIL: Do you want the first hit?
JUNE: naw
JUNE: but it would be really cool if i lighted it in your mouth
APRIL: There.
JUNE: im so bad at using lighters with wheels
JUNE: whats even the point
JUNE: you cant even play with them
JUNE: okay that like burns
APRIL: Thank you.
APRIL: Do you think you will finally get high?
JUNE: i hope so
JUNE: but im just happy to be there with you
JUNE: the process itself makes me really calm
APRIL: yeah
APRIL: there you go
A lot of time has passed since then, but June still counts her hits. 3 on the first rotation, 5 on the second, 8 on the third, and optionally more. Sometimes she thinks shes just there to compensate for the others trips.
JUNE: do you mind if i play my faves and maybe sing along
APRIL: Not at all!
JUNE: god i really love this song
JUNE: uh
JUNE: nobody wwants to talk to me
JUNE: but everyone wwants to wwalk wwith me
JUNE: and i always been that kid
JUNE: maybe i wont be if i live
JUNE: long enough, but i think imma just die now
APRIL: You good?
JUNE: yeah its been a while since i teared up
JUNE: this song always gives me chills
JUNE: there
JUNE: fuck
JUNE: uhh well
JUNE: we can fall apart, start over again
JUNE: nobody kn
JUNE: nobody knows one thing about me
JUNE: everyone doubts me
JUNE: but imma make it all come true
JUNE: and i do it for you
JUNE: this song is so beautiful
APRIL: Yeah.
JUNE: i started listening to him after we met first
JUNE: it reminds me of you
JUNE: and it made me miss you less
JUNE: sorry
APRIL: Oh June its fine!
APRIL: Sorry I'm not so great at comfort.
APRIL: Want a hug?
JUNE: please
JUNE: sometimes i just think to myself
JUNE: and im so fucking alone
JUNE: i have yall
JUNE: but what if i fuck something up
JUNE: or
JUNE: or you get tired of me stimming and doing your drugs
JUNE: i feel so disgusting sometimes
JUNE: like a leech
JUNE: sorry
JUNE: its still kind of new
JUNE: talking about what i feel
APRIL: I get that, honestly I do.
APRIL: And I prolly won't change your mind, but these are just thoughts in your head.
APRIL: I don't think them.
APRIL: Neither does May or March.
APRIL: Or any worthy person really.
JUNE: thank you
JUNE: can i
APRIL: Sure.
JUNE: thanks for being here so much
APRIL: It's no biggie ^_^
JUNE: also i wanted to play stop smoking since forever
JUNE: i should listen to twin fantasy way more
APRIL: Yeah that album is dope.
APRIL: Is it just me or there are shadow figures around?
JUNE: its just the two of us
JUNE: theres nobody here
APRIL: What if my mom came home?
JUNE: shes far away
APRIL: I still get memories.
APRIL: It was supposed to be the best summer of my life and i spent half of it in a fucking hospital.
JUNE: yeah
JUNE: im sorry
JUNE: i felt so helpless
JUNE: and also full of guilt because we hanged out but i didnt do anything
JUNE: also sorry for putting myself into this as well but thats all i can do basically
APRIL: It's not your fault.
APRIL: My mom was just looking for an excuse to send me to that place.
APRIL: I felt alone as well.
APRIL: I thought I was going to be forgotten or some shit.
APRIL: Didn't mean to dump you my bad.
JUNE: no its fine
JUNE: i like it when you talk
APRIL: Thats cute.
JUNE: but yeah when i was hospitalized it sucked so bad
APRIL: Let's forget that.
APRIL: For now.
JUNE: yeah
JUNE: are you hungry
APRIL: Kinda.
JUNE: thats cute
JUNE: anyway we have these things laid out there for a reason
JUNE: or whatever nerds would say
JUNE: im glad we went to your place because we never have these around
JUNE: i eat fucking raw noodles
APRIL: You look like a person who would eat raw noodles.
JUNE: ill take that as a compliment
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JUNE: sorry but how do yall live like this
JUNE: my bones hurt so bad from the frame and im not even underweight
APRIL: First, yes you are,
APRIL: And its not that bad.
APRIL: You can lie against me if you want to.
JUNE: really?
APRIL: Yeah.
JUNE: i feel so bad about physical affection
JUNE: not that i dont want it
JUNE: i just always assume the other person thinks im gross
JUNE: and doesnt want me around
APRIL: We talked about this before, June.
APRIL: But before you babble about nonsense again, sleep.
APRIL: My girl.
JUNE: you never called me a girl before let alone yours
JUNE: im truly flattered
APRIL: You mentioned it i think.
APRIL: And the way you sleep is so cute.
JUNE: thank you its because i was afraid of demons
JUNE: and neurodivergency possibly
APRIL: Isn't that the same thing?
JUNE: so true
JUNE: good night
JUNE: sleep well
APRIL: You too!!!